Friday, March 21, 2014

The Voice

Deep beneath the thunderous sound,
Consuming every minute, of every day,
There’s something that all but drowns,
As we go our many separate ways.

Our thoughts at the speed of light,
Are shouted at hundreds and thousands.
Opinions and values take flight,
Invading millions of houses.

But beneath all this shouting and clawing,
Lies a quiet voice with a simple message.
Its beauty, an artist’s prized drawing,
Belying a palpable presage.

Every day as the noise level rises,
The voice doesn’t waver or soften.
Unceasing throughout all our guises,
Though few will hear it often.

As our hourglass slowly tips,
And time is almost finished,
Words still spill from those lips,
The voice remains undiminished.

The cacophony’s slowly silenced,
Forcing us, to stop and listen.
Whether you’re of God or Science,
The shimmering words, still glisten.

If lady fortune smiles upon you,
And you hold a private conversation,
With one who saw right through,
The sensory constipation,

Be happy for that brief respite,
That quiet room that shuns all sound.
Let both your voices fill the night,
Block the noise that’s all around.

That voice is who we really are,
And all who care, will stop and listen.
Whether heard near or from afar,
The voice maintains its lonely mission.

“I want to love” it says, beneath the fray,
Despite all we’ve said that day.
“And be loved” follows, with certainty,
Its echo rings eternally.

 -

Jarid Hewlett



Thursday, February 27, 2014

Sometimes it hurts

Sometimes it hurts.
It really does
Other times…I don’t even notice
But somewhere deep down inside me
I know it takes its toll
Everytime I’m misunderstood…everytime I’m unfairly judged
It takes its toll
On what exactly? I’m not sure
But I feel it
In the deep recesses of my…being, I guess
With every friend I lose, the hole gets that much larger
With every new stranger, that much more corroded
That much darker
In a perfect world, I wouldn't lose anyone.
Everyone would like me and I would like everyone
This isn't a perfect world
This world isn't even ideal
And it hurts.
Sometimes, I wish they would take their time to know me
Other times I wish they would just die.
Sometimes I think I hate them
Other times, I don’t remember they exist.
It’s like trying to grasp those colours you see when you close your eyes
I can’t quite put my finger on it...
But objectively…I know I don’t care.
I’m going to die…and everyone who might have known me
Will have their opinion of my existence
Good, bad, indifferent…it doesn't matter
Because they too will die
And my existence will matter no more than that speck of dirt,
That clings to your shoe after a long day of walking
Unceremoniously wiped off and thrown away,
The other specks of dirt surrounding it suffering the same fate.
So objectively…I don’t care
But sometimes…

Sometimes it hurts.

Jarid Hewlett